The Truth Beckons Me...

I have been meaning to pen down some of my thoughts.

I have always had and will continue to have unshakable faith in the Lord.  And by virtue of this faith, I have been detecting certain patterns in my life.  This has only been possible because of my Lord's guidance.  Over the years, these observable patterns of events that my life flows into have taught me to tune myself to them.  I have an innate rhythm to flow into the myriad situations in my life.  This inherent sense of rhythm has developed ever since I realized my faith in the Lord.  Of course, both faith in the Divine Being and rhythm have always been ingrained in my spirit.  So these patterns I was talking about organize themselves in a cycle and the cycle has been repeated several times now - as far as I can remember.  I deduced that life flows in circular cycles.  Starting with a high state of consciousness, as life flows through various circumstances, my state of consciousness lowers gradually but at a quick rate and then hits a deep low.  During this challenging time, I struggle with raising my state of consciousness.  This travail comprises of my intellect and mind trying to waver me from the duties at hand.  I am swayed, instantaneously by one call of my mind.  During times like these, my mind seems unsettling and distracted.  The upward journey is a true challenge.  In order to even embark on it, a will to do so must remain lit.  Very often I find myself fall down after a few steps up.  This is perhaps because my will to embark on a climb to Divine Purity is not strong enough - my will does not completely and faithfully align with my aspiration.  But once I aspire for Supreme Light and Purity, once my aspiration is pure and strong, once I tolerate and accept nothing but the Divine Light and a powerful, faithful will that is much stronger than the fancies of my mind, can I truly embark on my journey upward.  And slowly, unconsciously, I reach an even higher state of consciousness.  The moment one is able to stop the cycle at the highest state of consciousness and remain in it or travel further up eternally, the spirit and body are enlightened.  The once circular cycle opens up into one ray, stretching upward infinitely.  My body, vital senses, mind and spirit glow with Divine Light - making my being a pristine instrument of the Divine Will.  There are only two things which I must never forget.  One is unbreakable Faith in the Supreme seated within me and around me.  Second is persevering with sincerity.  The Truth beckons me.